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Lauren Julie Phillips

1998 - 1998
LocationPontyclun
Age4 months
Cause of DeathCot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
Date of Birth21/07/1998
Date of Death13/12/1998
Visitors1,823 since 12/12/2008
Creator
Rachel Morgan

my little girl was 4 and a half months old when she was taken from me. that morning ill never forget and will never forgive myself for not being more aware of sids at the age of 21 having 2 children before with no problems i should not of been complacent but i just never thought it would happen to me,but it did and for that im sorry baby lauren one day i will tell you that while holding you in my arms again only then will i try and forgive myself fo letting you down.
i love and miss you my eyes hurt for crying and my head hurts from the whys but im going to be with you again and that i cant wait for......love you mommy.

lauren had downs but the day before she was taken the hospital checked her hart and said shes doing so well she did not have to go back until she was three the next morning she was gone how was that ,why was that all they said was natural causes nothing is natural about taking a fit and well baby but i had to accept it, but deep down i never will its not an answer for me and it never will be

miss u baby girl x x x x x x



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Maxine Brown

August 9, 2010

β™©β™ͺ♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU β™©β™ͺ♫♬

♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♫♬

♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR LAUREN ♫♬

♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU . ♫♬

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Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

July 21, 2010

You Gave You Took Away - by Sharon Wheeler

As I travel across this land
There is something missing today
It’s my Angel child
The one God took away

He gave me that beautiful child
Then he took them straight away
What was the point I asked
As I knelt down and prayed

I never got to see my child play
And grow like all the others
I thought Lord that was my job
A child, and me to be the Mother.

I never even got any warning
Nothing was ever said
I woke up that sunny morning
To find my sweet child dead.

You gave them life, you stole it
You broke my heart in two
Why? Why? Dear Lord
That’s all I ask from you?

Copyright© Sharon Wheeler

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

December 13, 2009

Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett

"Happy Birthday Lauren"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?

Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.

Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.

The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.

No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

July 21, 2009

Message from Heaven

I still hear the songs
I still see the lights
I still feel your love
I still share your hopes
And all of your cares
I'll even remind you
To please say your prayers

I just want to tell you
You still make me proud
You stand head and shoulders
Above the crowd
Keep trying each moment
To stay in his grace

I came here before you
To help set your place
You don't have to be
Perfect all of the time
He forgives you the slip
If you continue to climb

To my family and friends
Please be thankful today
I'm still close beside you
In a new special way
As I am now beside Jesus
In the heaven’s above

Please take care of each other
I send you my love

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"Angel"

Tear drops, slow and steady,
The pain so real and true,
God took another angel,
And that angel, dear, was you.

Memories and little prayers,
We all are mourning you,
But we’ll celebrate the short life you led;
We will never forget you.

I know God will look after you,
Now you are truly alive,
Your spirit soars beyond the moon,
Your legacy will survive.

You’re beautiful, you’re endless,
Now stretch your wings and fly,
We love you so, I love you so,
But now we say goodbye.

Close your pretty eyes,
No more tears, just go and rest,
Let your soul lie peacefully,
We know you did your best.

It was your time, so as we cry,
Go forward that extra mile,
You did what you were sent to do,
You made everybody smile.

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“The Best”

God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around you
And He whispered “Come to Me”

With tearful eyes we watched you.
We watched you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.

A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard-working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He chose to take the best.

It’s lonesome here without you
We miss you more each day.
Life doesn’t seem the same
Since you have gone away.

When days are sad and lonely
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
“Cheer Up and Carry On”

Each time we see your picture
You seem to smile and say,
“Don’t cry, I’m in God’s hands,
We’ll meet again someday!”

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The moment that you died
Our hearts were torn in two,
One side filled with memories,
The other died with you.

We often lie awake at night,
When the world is fast asleep,
And take a walk down memory lane,
With tears upon our cheeks.

Remembering you is easy,
We do it everyday,
But missing you is heartache
That never goes away.

It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

We miss you in so many ways,
We miss the things you used to say,
And when old times we do recall,
It’s then we miss you most of all.

We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum


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Marie-Angela Rowe

February 7, 2009

my medium night out

well what can i say yes lauren came to see mommy she had you down to a tee your looks,hair,smile, everything and also that nanna was with you as she would of been. i could not get all she had right about you even down to dad being very protective as he would never let anyone pick you up unless they washed their hands if we were out he allways made people use the bacterial hand wash before touching you as he did not want you getting germs as the docs said your hart was to week for an infection so paronoid daddy rwapped you up in conton wool and bubble wrap lol. cant wait for you to come home again im booked for her to come after x mas and shall wait with baited breath till i see you again baby princess
and thank you for listening to me as i allways wanted for you to hear me and i know now you do
lots of cuddles
lots of mummys love
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Rachel Morgan (Mom)

December 16, 2008

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Rachel Morgan (Mom)

December 14, 2008

magical

i have just left your bed and while i was there something magical happend. there is a huge tree where all us moms put wind chimes on and as i was kneeling talking to you i looked up at yours as i could hear all the chimes singing and when i looked only yours was twirlling round and round so fast i watched for ages and went over as i thought that maybe a few around the tree were doing this also and there were a few doing this on some of the chimes we have put birth and death dates and who they are for i looked more closly and saw nearly all who had the dates had passed in the month of december. i know that we hold on to miracles and as a mum need it to be a sign of lauren and the other angels that they are here at this hard time of year after my awful day yesturday it made my hart that little bit brighter, and also tomorrow i have a medium night in my local pub and im soooo looking forward i know she will be there trying to come home for one last itme.
i will let you know how it goes tomorrow im sure she will be there she knows how much i need her to come back just so i can know she is happy and safe
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hugs to all my angels

Rachel Morgan (Mom)

December 14, 2008

The moment that you died
my heart was torn in two,
one side filled with heartache,
the other died with you.
I often lie awake at night,
when the world is fast asleep,
and take a walk down memory lane,
with tears upon my cheeks.
Remembering you is easy,
I do it everyday,
but missing you is heartache
that never goes away.
I hold you tightly within my heart
and there you will remain.
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Natalie Rooney

December 13, 2008
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